A letter to my beloved friends , you all are close to my heart ... ......I am so sorry friends.. I can't express and can't hold on more.. I am shattered from within like .. I am sorry I troubled you all a lot.. please excuse me don't take any burdon upon your heart.. it's my emotional turbulance and my inability to overcome the problems.. everybody have their own bundle of problems so I thought we all would come together and be a team and make our weaknesses put to work and try make it our strength.. and face life with unity.. I hoped that you all will come forward to open up yourself and share views and ideas and daily routine etc to make our friendship strong.. and so on..I am unable to talk now... My heart is in great pain not because of you all but it's getting no releif from anywhere .. not your fault ... I need to get strong but how..I have no experience to get stronger I wanted to learn it from you all... I opened my life u in front of you all I shar...